Posted by rjlockhart37 on April 7, 2023, at 5:41:53
In reply to Re: my story, posted by rjlockhart37 on February 16, 2023, at 18:17:27
i don't know why i write these logs, just to have a voice to inspire people to be better, and that suffering is not in vain, that you can learn from it. That there's a hope in god, to be delivered. Not much left, my life, dreams gone, yup...so live with it, and inspire and help people. Most of my life, yes is exile, i'm away from people, and that only thing to do is to send what i've learned as a christian, and to save people before they die. That in the bible, there were many people who suffered, the slaves in Egypt, the 40 years where Moses went to find the promise land, yes that is suffering. I guess faith and hope are the only resort, be faithful no matter what. I wanted to be an investor, stock broker, and began taking the basic classes. I then went to acting school in 2008, in commercials, it was just a class, i wasn't involved with the school, but i remember inability to remember or memorize lines, i couldn't do it. So, being actor, no. I just want to expand in ideas and insight, to inspire people, or give new insight. Dont write books, or published articles on websites. I just want to help people, send them with new insight to help. My main thing, is to make known, to know seeking the lord, humbly, and obedient to his will. There's these heathens christians, they abuse scripture, it' almost like going to a devil rock concert, there in it only for the money, and fortune, and pleasures. They are not of Jesus, dressing with devil icons. I'm not judging, but they don't follow the biblical jesus, follow a modernism shaped Jesús.
There are many false christ icons, new age Jesús, universal beings Jesús, devil icon's Jesús, modernism Jesús, flesh desire Jesús, money pig Jesús, sin is fun Jesús. It's just all these new false christs that have immerged. It's not real Jesus, its a mirage, deceptive much. It's just i noticed this in teachings that i was taking at a class, got a gut feeling it was false, not true. But, there's no bad voice, there are many teachings going on right now that are false, very much. And if someone reads, i plead im not trying to offend you, i respect your beliefs, but its just Jesus said to save people from wolves, that are nice and charismatic, but there wolves. I wanted those dreams i had when i was 18, that i planned to be fulfilled. Main thing is to know suffering has happened since adam and eve, you turn to the lord, during your suffering, your give up your ways, and you follow him. Prayers that are unanswered, are because it's not his will. You have to follow the will, but also know Jesus. In exodus in bible, slaves were bondage for centuries, the god of israel choose to wait that time period, and then he delivered them. So, as much suffering as im going through, follow Jesus, he will save your soul from hellfire, and will take your burdens away. Other religions, what i was taught was Jesús is the only way, to get to the father. People pray to God, but they don't involve Jesus. Jesus healed the sick, he sat among heathens s, drunkards, and told them repentance from that. I don't know if there is an actual bloodline of Jesús christ, because there's a false teaching that mary magland and the holy grail, showing the bloodline of christ. Only bloodline i know exists, is those who follow Jesus and have the holy spirit in them.
So, most of this logs, we had bible and end time teachings being taught to us. I was a kid, like 10 or 11. And it was on wednday night services, they had the tribulation tapes playing, new world structure how it would be. It was hard for me to comprehend that stuff, like adult versions but i learned it. But, im a runt, not a pastor, priest, ordained minster, im a christain trying to save people, inspire them to change. Most of my life is gone, so do the best to inspire people, and lead them to salvation. I'm going to end this log, not preaching, nor to change your views, its to save souls. Let them know god is faithful, no matter how much suffering. I'm logging out, thank you for reading. End of log
"There comes a time in your life where you have to choose to turn the page, write another book, or simply close it"
-Shannon L Alder
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