Posted by Lamdage22 on May 24, 2022, at 3:39:48
So I had this spiritual experience where I basically fell on my knees and prayed alot. I regretted my sins. It felt like I had been under water surface all my life and I finally made it above the surface and could finally breathe. It felt like my true self emerged also. I wanted to go to africa and help feed the hungry. It seemed like the most beautiful thing I could do. I now do this close to where I live, as there are hungry here, too. Is this baptism of the holy spirit? I now hear christians argue wether or not you need to be baptized with water by a church. The experience surely felt very religious. It was so beautiful that im sure that this was god.
I have cleaned my life of the most sinful thing I did a few months ago. See, I am being abused and the sin was kind of like "first aid". It numbed me enough to be able to take it. With the help of a counselor, I have kicked the habit though. I felt guilty about it all along. I'm still abused but I ask God for assistance. Note: Not abused in the legal sense, but in the psychological sense. Not all abuse is illegal unfortunately. When it comes to emotional abuse, most of that is actually perfectly legal.
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