Posted by Jay2112 on December 30, 2020, at 0:55:49
In reply to Re: Lamdage + Rj.. et al Dissociation » jay2112, posted by sigismund on December 22, 2020, at 19:47:51
Well, once I was on a high dose of Cymbalta (major norepinephrine agonist) and Wellbutrin (nor-dopamine agonist) both first thing in the morning (I need VERY high doses..I was on 120mg of Cymbalta!!) and it would push me through the day...but like a maniac!!..lol)...THEN at about 9pm, I would pop 35mg of the most potent SRI, Lexapro/Cipralex. 35 f'in mg's!!! It made me bathe in such a calm, relaxing high.....I would put on Madonna's Ray of Light disc, and cry for a bit....feel like I was in a beautiful trance...resolve some of my past trauma issues.
So, I am currently trying a high dose of Anafranil, a medium dose of Effexor, to get to that Serotonin high...where it starts to affect Oxytocin, the Love chemical. It worked in the past with high dose Prozac (120mg) and Nortriptyline (75 mg). I use(d) low dose Risperdal to kill the SRI 5-ht agonism..which is the 'irritable' serotonin receptor.
I figure, if I am going to try all this stuff, I am going to (safely) max the hell out of these drugs! Anyhow, just IMHO...YMMV, etc...
Jay
I was brought up to believe..
Belief that's failed me now
As Life goes from bad to worse
No philosophy consoles me
In a clockwork universe..........
~Neil Peart (1952-2020)
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