Jay,
I think it is so unfortunate that we don't get to have one specific cocktail and thats the end of it. As unrealistic as that sounds, there are so many of us that long for it. I am one of them. I have had the hardest time finding a good combination for now. I am also guily of not taking my meds on a normal basis. I hate it, the meds, the constant doctors visits and mostly I hate the way people think that I "act" this way because I like it. I hate that people in my life do not understand and coming to this realization from your post is just that much more depressing. On a lighter note, I am happy for you that you found a good pdoc!
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