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Posted by sam K on January 5, 2009, at 20:58:16
cant stop thinking about dying. My teeth hurt like a bitch all day, theres no escape. I feel like theres no solution. Except getng off lexapro and what else can I try, Ive tried all the meds it feels like. I feel like a failure. I think about dying then I picture myself dead and my best friend seeing it or my mom. So sad.. Theyd be sad then and Id burden them. which isnt fair.
"i feel like i can never get it right" theres always some problem in my life that eats me away to the bone. Sometimes I feel fu**ed either way in life. I feel like Im in some cycle that Im not aware of yet.
Sometimes I wish there was a clinic where you could go and they could just kill you. (Im sorry if that offends anyone)
Im such a wuss about getting fat too, just give up sam looks wont last why care about them 24/7. Blah I want to learn something about myself now so I can take the next step. What the hell man just give me life already. Gosh man Im a mess tonight
^^^ just some jibber jabber
ah i feel somewhat better, not for long tho ;)
Posted by sam K on January 5, 2009, at 23:42:42
In reply to just venting a bit (is that ok?), posted by sam K on January 5, 2009, at 20:58:16
> cant stop thinking about dying. My teeth hurt like a bitch all day, theres no escape. I feel like theres no solution. Except getng off lexapro and what else can I try, Ive tried all the meds it feels like. I feel like a failure. I think about dying then I picture myself dead and my best friend seeing it or my mom. So sad.. Theyd be sad then and Id burden them. which isnt fair.
> "i feel like i can never get it right" theres always some problem in my life that eats me away to the bone. Sometimes I feel fu**ed either way in life. I feel like Im in some cycle that Im not aware of yet.
> Sometimes I wish there was a clinic where you could go and they could just kill you. (Im sorry if that offends anyone)
> Im such a wuss about getting fat too, just give up sam looks wont last why care about them 24/7. Blah I want to learn something about myself now so I can take the next step. What the hell man just give me life already. Gosh man Im a mess tonight
> ^^^ just some jibber jabber
> ah i feel somewhat better, not for long tho ;)hey sorry about using the b word. I didnt even catch that
Posted by Phillipa on January 6, 2009, at 0:45:56
In reply to Re: just venting a bit (is that ok?), posted by sam K on January 5, 2009, at 23:42:42
Sam you okay? not suicidal just venting as you said???? Love Phillipa
Posted by sam K on January 7, 2009, at 17:38:07
In reply to Re: just venting a bit (is that ok?) » sam K, posted by Phillipa on January 6, 2009, at 0:45:56
ya Im good, just have suicidal thoughts sometimes. Id never do it, im okay with negative feelings because i know they pass, but I like to vent because it helps me get over them. Plus I like this forums
Posted by JadeKelly on January 9, 2009, at 21:16:46
In reply to Re: just venting a bit (is that ok?), posted by sam K on January 7, 2009, at 17:38:07
> ya Im good, just have suicidal thoughts sometimes. Id never do it, im okay with negative feelings because i know they pass, but I like to vent because it helps me get over them. Plus I like this forums
Hey, you alright there Sam? Read your venting post. Are you okay? We all have negative thoughts, do you have a therapist or someone you can talk to about how you're feeling?
Well, keep posting and I'll keep an eye out for you. Nothing wrong with venting as long as you're not planning on acting on it.
Hope you are feeling better,
~Jade
Posted by sam K on January 10, 2009, at 22:57:04
In reply to Re: just venting a bit (is that ok?) » sam K, posted by JadeKelly on January 9, 2009, at 21:16:46
thanks jade, but yea Im fine. My psychiatrst is the only professional I talk to, but I can talk to my mom or dad or just cry it out. My doctor listens real well and I see him every week. Suicidal thoughts are nasty but real. Sometimes I feel like theres no way out I cant find anything to take me away from the pain so I think about death. But ya thanks I am feeling better.
Posted by JadeKelly on January 10, 2009, at 23:55:04
In reply to Re: just venting a bit (is that ok?), posted by sam K on January 10, 2009, at 22:57:04
Sam,
Will you do something for me? Promise if those feelings start to become anything you'd act on,you'll just go find someone, okay? or call 911. They'll pass. And hopefully sooner than later you will find the right med for you. Your Mom and Dad know that you have these feelings, and to what extent? If nothing else, please have mercy on the people who love you. Believe me I know, its devastating to those who care. So get help when you need it, right then, okay? Sorry for the lecture. I'm just worried about you.
You deserve to feel good and you will. Sometimes we have to be patient, and that sucks. But you can do it. Post me anytime. If you need to talk babblemail me, okay? I will mail you back.
~Jade :*)
Posted by Phillipa on January 11, 2009, at 18:47:06
In reply to Re: just venting a bit (is that ok?), posted by sam K on January 7, 2009, at 17:38:07
Sam glad your like the forum feel free to vent as long as civil it's fine. Love Phillipa
Posted by sam K on January 21, 2009, at 17:29:18
In reply to Re: just venting a bit (is that ok?) » sam K, posted by JadeKelly on January 10, 2009, at 23:55:04
thanks phillipa and jade. Thanks for caring about me. My parents know that I feel this way alot. I will NEVER do it no matter how much I think about it. Its not a realistic decision. Ive been through too much s*** to give up now.
Posted by Phillipa on January 21, 2009, at 20:14:27
In reply to jade, posted by sam K on January 21, 2009, at 17:29:18
I'm so glad of the reassurance. Love Phillipa
Posted by JadeKelly on January 24, 2009, at 21:29:40
In reply to jade, posted by sam K on January 21, 2009, at 17:29:18
Hi Sam!
I'm sorry I didn't respond earlier, I have been away. So glad to hear that from you. You sound tough. But remember, if you need help, GET IT!!!
And anytime you want to vent, we're here. LOL, we should probably let admin know first of the upcoming explosion, haha.Your friend,
~Jade
Posted by Elanor Roosevelt on January 26, 2009, at 13:32:18
In reply to Re: jade » sam K, posted by JadeKelly on January 24, 2009, at 21:29:40
Lexapro can cause a number of nervous mouth activities that cause painful results
This is true of many meds
If you take a med only once a day it sometimes helps to take it at night
notice what time you are clenching your teeth
This is an ongoing problem for me
You have my empathy
I know how terribly distressful it is to have your mouth hurting all daygood luck
Posted by JadeKelly on January 27, 2009, at 12:39:30
In reply to Re: jade » sam K, posted by JadeKelly on January 24, 2009, at 21:29:40
Hey Sam Kelly!
Just passin thru saw your name. We are snowed in! Now go make yourself a peanut butter and jelly sandwich with some hot chocolate, cause I'm quite sure you will be just as beautiful with some food in your belly.
Your friend,
~Jade Kelly lol (think were related? haha)
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